the painter's dream


for daniel sharp
   
   
   
on one side of the canvas
the neon slivers
of a blood red dream
blood meaning life,
love and desire
on the other side
a bluegreen
cool like the sea
a storm welcomed
for the promised calm
to follow
   
   
a small bird
flies into the studio
and cannot seem
to get it's bearings
to leave
the painter
puts down his brush
and turns down the music
on the small radio
that hangs
above a sink
stained with paint
and disappointment
he is able to catch the bird
by simply distracting it
for a moment
in fact
he is somewhat disillusioned
the capture should have been
much more of a challenge
   
   
the bird,
a brown headed cowbird,
is far from home
and frightened
   
   
   
the painter
carries the bird
to the table
that holds his paints
and what remains
of his lunch
he sets the bird down
beside his sandwich
and then turns,
walks across the room
and opens the window
wider
returning to the canvas
he occasionally glances
at the bird
it's blue metal coloured body
noticeably more at ease
he is not watching the bird
when it sweeps
off of the table into a hard bank right turn
then out the window
   
he continues
to work on the canvas
occasionally
looking out the window
at the ocean
calm as his heart
salt in the wind
like blood
the afternoon
flying by
a small joy
in the large scheme of things
one freedom
leading to another
escape
not to be confused
with liberation




the painter's dream



from



wayne gretzky in the house
of the sleeping beauties



Copyright©michael dennis/ Lowlife Publishing
Toronto, Ontario
1987

 

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